Dang.. There's a hole in the Lanshioh BM storage bag which Wendy kindly gave me. Think it's been kept for too long? The plastic got stuck together and the hole appeared after I had to tug it apart so that BM could flow into the bag. Bleah, now I must figure out how to pour back into bottles or continue using the milk bag but ensure BM doesn't flow out through the hole :| please don't let my hard-squeezed BM go to waste..

I know this is bad but I have $&#%!? swimming in my head and all in CAPS even though I'm not verbalizing it. Aaahhhh... Freakin shit. Why so much work..

Freaking crap.. I'm so busy that I can feel my heart racing like mad and I'm out of breath.. Why is everyone in office so freaking busy! Laurencia even worked till 11pm on a Friday. What's wrong with our work.. Seriously..

We hurry through life. No time to smell the roses, or just lay in bed with our loved ones and watch the clouds drift past our windows. So sad..

So cute. There's a middle age couple beside me in the train helping one another beat the high score on a smartphone game :) Pork Chop and I used to do that every night when I was preggers too! :)

Forgot to add how the little girl is so cute and pixie-sized as compared to our baby Jon :P she just walked past me and I caught myself making a mental comparison of her t-shirt size with Jon's current size. Haha I doubt our boy can squeeze into her t-shirt. Jon Jon is too big. Hahaha! Omg, and he's not even a year old..

Thumbs up to parents who commute to and from CBD with their children who are based in childcare centers in the same area.. Very amazing how they manage their working hours, look after their children's safety while squeezing with the rest of the world in our 'amazing' public transport system, managing screaming or unhappy children during the process (especially when the kids are fussy from being confined in a small space on the trains). Complete salute man!!

I just walked past two different sets of parents - one mother bringing her son (that's my colleague), another father with his daughter.

Lousy me probably have to sit after a short while becos Jon is too heavy and tall. I'm such a not-steady mum..

Sigh. I find myself repeating myself year after year. We are nit picking over very small matters. Oh my gosh! Argh. Maybe job misfit.

It's funny how I often get this comment that I look like a school girl carrying bag to classes, when colleagues see me head to the nursing room with the trusty pumping backpack. :P does that mean I can pass off for student priced meals when I bring my family out next time? Muahahaha, my money-saving tactic!!

Seriously at this time of the year, I feel like crying at work everyday. Don't know why am I putting up with this every year and nothing seems to work even tho I keep trying to improve things. I have a family, just let me go nursing room and go home for proper dinner with my family. This is unlike the past when I still can work late.. Gosh. Just kill me pls..

Feeling like cabbing home and not waste time on commuting home..

Sigh. Some people really cannot make it. Always cannot rise up to the occasion to fire fight. Still end up on the laps of more efficient/competent persons. Really think it's the deliberate strategy of these people to dodge work. But I wonder if they even care that this leaves a bad reputation on themselves that won't bode well for them when recruiters do reference checks.