Monday, July 30

Gosh, Jon looks scary in this old photo which we sent to Dr Chua. Haha! Shld have sent sth when he was older. He looks like he's glaring at the camera. Lol..

Saturday, July 28

Friday, July 27

Aaahhh this set of wall stickers are sooo cute! Okay I won't let my son stick stickers on the walls or cupboard, and I should set an example.. BUT this is way too cute! Besides, I'm trying to decorate his room eh! Hee hee..

The only thing holding me back is that this piece on sale has been sold out (see I have good taste and many parents want the same thing!)

Found this on an Instagram account called the couplesbucketlist. I did this with my Dearie! Hee hee! Check on this item of our bucket list. Whoo hoo! Absolutely love all the special moments with my Dearie.. :) :) even though we can physically relieve these moments, I just replay them in my mind all the time.. Hee hee..

Wednesday, July 25

I dozed off after nursing Jon at around 3am this morning and Jon fell from the bed when he tossed in his sleep :(:(

Thankfully Dear dashed to pick Jon up after we heard the loud thud. I just panicked and screamed unconscionably for a while. My heart was racing crazily and stuck in my throat. Was very very angry with myself for dozing off and putting our son through another fall.

What if he seriously hurt his head and brain?! Why was I so stupid to sleep?! How can a mother put their child through such things as a result of her dumbness!!

I took a while to go back to sleep this morning after I put Jon back into the cot. Couldn't stop blaming myself for allowing such accidents to happen. I kept praying and praying that there will not be any permanent injury to Jon, else I will never forgive myself for it.

I also felt very guilty cos I was previously angry when Jon first fell from my in-laws' bed. How can I be such a bad DIL to be angry with them when the same accident happened when Jon was in my care. I'm sure it's God's way of teaching me a lesson.

Really feel so horrid for not looking after Jon properly. What a lousy mother..

Tuesday, July 24

Saw a sweet looking lady who looks very well dressed - until you see her wearing track shoes *facepalm*

Monday, July 23

Everyday I'm shuffling...!
Wouldn't go to my office nursing room just before lunchtime if I had a choice. It's always packed :(
Oh no.. I'm super late for work today.. Couldn't squeeze up the train and ended up missing a total of 3 trains :|

Tuesday, July 17

Looking at the messy world we live in, I can appreciate why my parents were strict with 3 of us at home :) thank God!

Monday, July 16

Yay! My iPhone bus app is working after being down for so long! I can finally tell when is my next bus coming.. :)

Friday, July 13

Special father and son moment. Caught them holding one another's hands while sleeping last nite. *touched*
Do people really bite one another? I'm standing beside 2 girls on the train and I can't help but overhear their conversation about how they bit their siblings when they were younger.

I don't recall being so sadistic with my siblings.. What's wrong with people nowadays??

Wednesday, July 11

Sounds so superficial and 不要脸, but I'm very happy when colleagues comment that Jon is very cute. Hee...

Haha our dearest boy plonked himself on our bed. Flat out..

Tuesday, July 10

Miss my baby! :) hee hee.. Now older and strong enough to hold the sides of the tub. Miss you 肥肥!

Saturday, July 7

So precious to be able to watch a child grow up..

This little kid seriously has too many clothes..