can't wait for the hols to come. it's so boring juz looking at my bks or watching tv. hmm.. actually i've got no idea what to expect during the papers. oh whatever.. it's so boring juz to talk abt exams all the time. it sucks..

watched some travelogue show on tv recently. some backpacking program which follows ppl who check into youth hostels around europe. boy it looked so cool! they went to spain one epi and next to salzburg. oh man, i really wanna go too! always thot i can take this kinda stuff. but i realised if i ever go, it has to be a mixed grp. guys n girls on the road. it's safer n more fun. juz time out having a hell of a time. something i didn't really fancy was the kinda parties they had with the hostelites. all dirty n yeah, u get what i mean. hav been thinking of gg abroad (probably aussie) with pkg. but i'm sure bth our parents won't allow it. hmm maybe i can start saving n ask ard. rope in some ppl to go along. xian, shiwei, suye, vain.. when it comes to europe, u bet i'm gonna ask elliot cuz he'll probably know his way ard. oh there's suye also! she wants to go london. hahah hmm maybe i can even visit yam at nottingham.

boy, all these is juz a dream. too far as of now. but i really hope i can get to do it someday. all before it's too late. juz tour with my friends and hit the road. we can't really travel in a car across states during holidays like u can if u were in aust/ us. the furthest u can go is probably m'sia. and i'm not really keen on tt. hmm... nvm, juz get my pop to agree first. this is my first and biggest biggest hurdle. pop, time to let ur girl go n explore things outside of the safety zone. i know where my limits are. chill..