wanted to grumble n complain my heart out over work yest but yeah i didn't cuz my dad's was using the com. oh anyway, i did sth a bit drastic to my hair. meant to juz hav a cut, but ended up dying n cutting it a like ql's hair. not as short but has the same one long side. officially broke cuz i squandered more than a day's pay juz on my hair in like what one and a half hrs time? yeah i was a bit pissed off at work, so my hairdresser happened to come in time to ask me if i wanted to dye my hair. my form of expression. anyway so now i'm learning how to gel my hair. think it's too heavy, so it flops back like it always does.

today's a much better day. maybe cuz i read daily bread and God talked to me. reminded me not to judge for it's His power. and to work n serve faithfully. absolutely right smack in my heart: the big lesson for yest and tt i tried practising today. yup, when u seek God to help u go thru things, it's a whole lot of difference. i didn't sulk and found more joy in my work. and i hope i'm still in the midst of finding tt joy.

sth i learnt frm juz a couple day's of work: the academic world is so well-cushioned agst politics. the private sector is a major minefield. no wonder branson kwok likes being in ntu. lookin back to my prev job. realised tt altho it was a very rigid jap co, but at least my colleagues made the stay fantastic. sth really memorable! miss em actually.