responding to dinko's comment, i think i can juz blog some irrelevant crap to chase those cobwebs away frm my blog. but honestly, my life's boring. i'm juz drowning in the never-ending pile of things to do, not just in school but in church too. i'm gonna be squashed flat by the end of the mth (which is ending soon) so stifled by everything. yucks...

so i'm in a mode of hoping i can go to some island again (singing: i'm leaving on a jet plane) to juz soak up the sun (singing cheryl crow's song) bleah, life is such a mad cat rush in little town singapore. maybe i shld go to some apline hut to hibernate. or to some cove to be a hermit. this is good for health. ok, i'm talking rubbish again. it's a form of release and escapism.

doubt i can destroy tt overwhelming bundle of stuff on my shoulders before the wk starts again and accumulate. ok, i just really need to complain. i'm surviving (i hope) so don't come tell me i need to be positive and all tt crap. this is my space to complain complain complain, exactly how we singaporeans are taught to do all the time. hate those feel-good psychology talk, it's all rubbish. end of the day, it's pathetic to have to rely on those silly techniques to feel good. it's ur life for goodness sake, not those authors. so juz let me live my own life and stop wasting time on those motivational bks. if u've really got motivation, u've got it. if not, juz chill and it'll come. it's ur life, do as u please, not as u're taught or instructed to do.

i'm getting really nowhere. if anyone's still reading this, reckon u're quite free to read this neurotic person blogging without thinking. hahha.. good for u!