i bet many watched the nkf charity show. sometimes i juz don't agree with nkf's approach to these charity shows. why on earth do you wanna give out all those cash prizes? save it up for the kids! to think that organizers spend those 2hrs of airtime, trying to solicit viewers to dial in and donate. more funds could be channelled for the children. gosh, will you use your puny little brains to think? as for those prizes like cars blah blah. well, it cld be part of the sponsor's contribution. no grounds to argue then.

it's saddening to see how those little kids gotta suffer. juz like baby clara in church who has liver cancer. that tiny little life had to suffer a couple of months with those cancer cells in her, not allowed to be operated on cuz she was too young. here she is barely a yr old and had her first opt to rid of a big portion of her liver. that scar across her abdomen will be a scar of both pain and grace. juz like her, we're all living off God's fingertips of grace, as suye puts it.

sunday was the nkf show. and on saturday nites, we've got the simple life. the two dumb blondes paris and nicole are stars of their really useless lives. see the contrast? here are two absolutely spoilt things (i won't even use the word humans, cuz i can't see how they're contributing to society other than giving us juicy gossip pages and stimulating hollywood's economy) who are allowed to do all they want. spoil people's lives, mess up a small town and behave like total brats. yet they're heraled for all these, to the extent of having simple life2. then you see these kids, they can't even afford their medical fees. don't even hav the energy or frame of mind to enjoy life. what contrasts. such is how our society works.

i can't imagine being parents of kids from either of this spectrum. first you've got the sickly children. the torture of seeing the ones you bring to this world endure pin pricks, tests after tests, and not even knowing how their future is like. you can't stand beside them all their life. so who's gonna care for them? then comes those spoilt brats. they aren't even bimbos cuz bimbos do use the slightest little bit of brain left in them. but these girls don't even know what's a bank (probably it juz means dad) they can't even contribute in any way to the family, let alone the environment they are in. mere leeches benefiting frm the wealth amassed by mr hilton. as mr and mrs hilton & mr and mrs lionel richie, i wonder what they're thinking. are my girls helping the ppl around them? imagine walking ard and having fingers point at me, ppl whispering what spoilt creatures i've got. yucks..