my bro came back with scratches and bruises frm his match with acs. sound like a worried mom, but i was like "oh my gawd, you kena stepped in the chest???? aiyoh..." then i thought abt it, hey this is part n parcel of the game! lian n myself used to get our fingers a little bruised. the worst was chock's. it juz swelled twice the size of her finger.
 
used to think my bro can't make it for the team. started off in 2nd team. altho he's juz a reserve in the 1st team now. it's better than nothing. can see him enjoying the game now. no more finding excuses for training. he's happy to play. kinda itching to play.
 
some people juz hav such great passion for something. something i admire. i'm not very sure if i've got the same kind of passion for years. maybe i would. even then, sometimes people do move on to the next phase of life. a change of focus and energy. realized how my life's been stagnant for a couple of yrs already. not much hype or things going on. juz the nitty gritties of life. maybe it's time for an overhaul? i'm not too sure if i'm gonna face it with my arms wide open. we'll see then.