there are just some things you can't forget. things you loved all your life. things you hoped for for as long as you can remember. just when you think u're ready to forget it, it all comes back again. this time round it just digs you.

we're such hopeful individuals. waiting and yearning for things that we know are almost impossible. thinking about it, breathing about it, dreaming about it. this is the substance of our desires. keeping us alive and giving us some glimmer of hope, no matter how small they may be. the dreamy side will say it's alright to hope n dream. but the rational side will cast off the thought as some unattainable thing. something out of our league. just a figment of our imagination. in any case, it's good to have the capacity to imagine. since it can't be reality, might as well dream about it.

for some ppl, these dreams are mere fleeting pictures. they come and go. for some they are always there. just hidden behind some other thoughts. trying to cover it up, but it comes all back again. that wave and rush of thoughts. it's overwhelming. but end of the day, we're slapped by reality- it isn't possible. reality bites. it bites hard.