this is so sad. our lives seem to be surrounded with just work all day (or at least mine, how pathetic) i just want to get away from all of these and hide somewhere. i pity those kids who've gotta study so damn hard juz to stay afloat. all those thru train systems and what have you, are just gonna kill everyone and drive em out of our tiny little red dot. thank goodness i'm spared from all the new things going on. juz me n my simple simple life.

saw corrine during the week. wonder how are things going on with her and gabe. they really ought to get engaged or sth. but i guess they need time to sort things out. surprisingly, he's the only one out of the 3 of us so scoring in the love dept. haha not that i'm yearning or looking for one. in fact, i do agree with elliot tt it takes a lot of time. and more often than not, you get onto each other nerves once the honeymoon wears off. hahah.. kind of pitable state. oh well, maybe someone experienced here could give me some prep lessons. oh crap, i'm really out of my mind now. this is totally not me. anyway, i was shocked to hear tt elliot's still waiting. for what i dunno. he's one person who really has patience to wait wait n wait. bless him.

guess i'll come write when i'm really in the right frame of mind. i'm a pile of mess right now. the week was dreadful and tiring. my worst nightmare (some sort at least) the hope of a better holiday is keeping me breating, not performing but just breathing. well i'm quite sure i'll get a treat after exams. i'll win the silly bet.