i'm a grumpy n irritated person now. irritate me further and i'll explode. everyday keep doing stuff almost 24hrs a day. barely get my rest or recharge and off i'll hav to force myself to move onto the next day. force a smile on my face when i feel like sulking. everything's pent up and waiting to explode. probably something will let the bubbling gas of irritation slowly ease out. but at the meantime, dn talk to me and try to cheer me up or sth. leave me alone and let me hav my own space! maybe hermits are a more gentle and patient lot; willing to take life as it comes slowly. so here in the city, the psychologists have their own little market of depresed city dwellers & concrete jailbirds to attend to. the demand's gonna rise until someday, our general practioner is also a qualified psychologist.

even blogging or going online's taking up my precious sleep. work ends early but my day doesn't end until 12 plus. dreaming the entire nite and feeling as though i haven't slept a wink. wake up at 5am and start the whole new cycle again.

such is life as a miserable-powerless pawn of society-impatient singaporean.